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[absdax]

Humm, looking back over my LJ entries, it seams i'm obsessed with john barrowman... hummm! wonder how that happened! i used to be normal! oh well *shrugs* am i bovvered??? a little, do i care? only sometimes, reading my thorts and hyperness over the last few months i have coem to the logical conclusion that i am mad! but can a mad person rassionally come to that conclusion?? either they quite right in their sane judgement that tey are mad, but then how can they make a sane judgement if they are mad??? but to make a sane judgement of that type, one can locically conclude that they must be sane, so why would a sane person think they are mad?
hummm! strange, it could be that i have sane moments and mad moments, and in the sane moments i am infact sane, but can recognise my swerling into madness,
argh this is why i think i am a manic depressant, when i'm hyper i'm so crazy and i know i can do anything i can put my mind to it, but when i crash, its really not good and the madness sets in! i probabbly need help, but wtf. dr who is on in like 4hr 39 mins, an hes the right typr of doctor, i dont need any other kind,
neh!
ramble over.
i got it out of my system now, i feel normal again!
and a little hyper,
i need jelly babies, gonna eat their head then their leggs and see if they will tell their secrets to me. mwaaa haaa haaa!